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How to fit in?

How to fit in?

Why do we feel such a strong urge to belong. And what can we do to find our own way.
Our l lives are driven by the questions we ask ourselves. Are you asking the right questions?

There’s something compelling about running with the herd, moving as one at recklessly high speeds. Horses tune into this state. It is like they can’t stop themselves. Cyclists feel it too. Wheels whirring. A sense of peace that comes only with total presence due to extremely high risk. It’s a flow state. Reacting like fish in shoal. Becoming One Mind.

Whenever I see a bike race on TV or anywhere it brings tears to my eyes. The sound of the wheels brings back memories of that cherished state. And then I know how horses feel when a cycling peloton whizzes past their paddock. They feel that irresistible pull. They will do anything to jump whatever barrier is between them and the pack that’s moving as one mind. If it isn’t possible to join the pack they’ll run along with it while still inside their paddock, as far as their confinement allows. Can’t they see they are horses not bicycles? What is this intense urge to run with the herd?

Once, in my cycling days, we had a high-jumping horse try to join our bike race. All hell broke loose. There were cyclists down, the pack split and eventually external help was needed to remove the horse from the race. When a horse tries to merge with a pack of cyclists it is just not going to work, no matter how well behaved the horse or how tolerant the cyclists. Someone is going to get hurt.

A friend of mine has a teenager daughter who urgently wants to run with the herd. She ’s very bright, talented and a free thinker and as a result she’s rather unpredictable. She just doesn’t fit in with the local gang and they won’t let her.
Why not? She doesn’t behave the way the others behave. Like the cyclists not wanting the horse to join their pack, it is not that there is anything wrong with her it is just that she’s in a different league. They don’t feel safe because there is no possibility of anticipating what she’ll do next.

So how does that help my friend’s daughter? Right now all she feels is total rejection.

One healing story to remind her about is “Ugly Ducking” fairytale. The baby swan doesn’t realise it’s a swan and tries to hang out with the ducks. As a result, it feels ugly by their standards and totally rejected by the group. It hasn’t yet realised it’s a swan trying to hang out with a bunch of ducks. As soon as it spots another swan it feels a genuine attraction. It realises there are other swans out there and it finds its “swan group” and there’s a happy ending. My friend’s daughter needs to 1. realise she’s a swan not a duck. 2. find her own ‘swan group’

Problem is, even if we know we are a swan or wild horse and there are other swans or horses out there, the urge to run with the pack at dangerous speeds still exists. And the risk of hurting yourself or others increases.

So what to do?
Examine the questions you are asking yourself.
Are you asking ‘What’s wrong with me?’ Or ‘How can I make the others love me?’
Or are you asking, ‘What’s my unique gift?, ‘What do I love to do?’ and ‘Where can I meet others who are on the same journey?”
The first two questions bring only heartache whereas the third, forth and fifth turn you in a completely different direction and open the door.
Next time, ask, “Where is my swan group?” instead of “How can I fit in with the ducks?”

Our lives are driven by the questions we ask ourselves. This applies to everything, not just niche issues. If things aren’t working out the way you want them to, re-examine the questions you are asking yourself and simply ask better questions.

This article was also published in Kindred Spirit, TUT, Living Now and Huffington Post.
Plus a longer earlier version was published on hand Analysis Online explaining a hand marker that indicates niche issues (feeling like one doesn’t fit in).

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